I running away from home. hah behaving like small kids. rephrase my words. I'm leaving home for good sake of my parents, sisters, tiger. especially my dad who thinks i'm very strong person who can work 24hrs a day knowing that i'm schooling and worst, my asthma. i know their lives will be much better and quieter without my existence. 1 good example when i was working in airport. i only be home for less than 4 hours...8am-4am are my woking hours..including travels. even now, i'm typing...the 3 happy family was laughing away in the room...yala yala..happy family right. oh i think 4..another one was sleeping peacefully beside them. the GF too did not bother to call me now how i was doing. she can only listen to my miserable problems, yet she can't do much.

yup. i'm the man. the man who can't succeed. so i'm leaving.