it seems I'm living in danger again. since then no update post. it make me paranoid for no reason. when i see them i could run out of my life. yet i still hate them..see them as government dogs. everything i did, i take note of it. be it the good or the bad. please.. i really had enough of these shits. i had even plan my future and it just shattered without any memories. like what in malay speaking.. ada pergi ada balik. so its time for me to pay back. but please i beg, not this much. i'm crying.