feel i'm just turn 16. you dont see me on the road anymore except when i'm working. because of bike.. all my plans ruin down the drain.
i quit school..work long hours.. more than my breadwinner's shift.. people haunt me for debts.. sleepless nights.. even some say i'm became thinner true enough from 60 to 55.

frankly speaking since the day i was caught, rarely i touch rice. i don't know when was my last time i eat my favourite dish.. rice with tom yam soup and bayam. huh i dont know the english word for that. talkin bout favourite dish.. i doubt many ask bout my favourites. so everyone know now.

life becoming worst to curse. malay speaking.. dah jatuh timpah tangga. yes i notice that. one problem lead to cynical nature.

from young, i've never think bout the bad side of life. i always think whatever i do will come to the best. didn't think twice of its consequence. now i feel what happen by all mean it happen. my future are not in my hands. can forget the dream i always passion bout it. i don't think theres a new leaf in my life. my heart shrink as i type this ....